In the case you are new here, let me give you a little introduction about me before starting this fourth and last post of the “Meeting a blogger” series (here you have the first, second and third ones).
I started this blog because I wanted to promote my little shop and products… the second post I wrote was Toon Sex, with my thoughts about cybering. Maybe it was a promotional stunt to bring readers, but I did it with my heart, I told it as I felt and liked doing it (the post :-p).
I still say this blog isn’t about sex; but love and sex are part of our lives, they arise continously at SL and they arise here, too.
An advice… don’t let the creeps scare you, most people at SL is nice, worth meeting… I love a lot of them, more than I should, and I keep discovering new, wonderfull individuals; people who cares and takes time to talk.
I don’t mind the species, gender of the avie or the gender of the person who is behind the avie. I’ve talked about it here, and if you think it is gross, feel free not to IM me about it.
Still, I have my limits. I feel deeply uneasy when a childlike avie appears at a sex oriented place; even knowing there is an adult behind it, I usually port away. I hate rude people and drama seekers; shit happens, but that doesn’t mean we have to look for it.
I’ve decided not to register as an adult or use voice at all, and asked my partner to do the same… feel free to think I am a youngster crosdressing as a woman, but don’t take the effort to IM me about it.
Better, don’t IM me unless you have something important to share.
This is Natsumi, my partner.
I love my RL husband, madly. I love Natsumi, madly. I already explained at SL vs RL that if you know me at RL and discover I am London Spengler, what I just said about her or what I tell about other SL lovers is only a callous promotional stunt.
I’ve always had a tiny risky streak that bloomed at SL. I’ve been an Archan member (I’m afraid it is more a social club that a sex one) and searched the grid for public poseballs, like the underwater sauna at The Garden, where I could play with my lovers. I loved to explore all kind of comunities and lifestyles, always trying not to be intrusive… Gorean, Cyberpunk, DS, deep RP ones, etc.
Now a lot has changed, I am mostly tamed. Yesterday we joined a friend and went giggling to see the new Abbey sim, that I believe has a strong hermaphrodite orientation (you should see the shops!) but I soon felt uneasy. I didn’t want to socialice and start talking and it was rude to simply stay there listening, so we soon ported away.
One last thing… lately I’ve been suffering a strange mental block at SL, that makes me go in cuddle mode when I get aroused with somebody else that Natsumi; I call it warmthness of the heart.
I say it again… this is not a blog about sex, not even about love, but when it happens is worth to write about it.
Ok, I’ve talked way too much about me, but I wanted it to be clear. Let’s go to the post, that is smaller than this big, self loving introduction… and where I’ll keep talking about me :-p
Lillie Yifu wrote a time ago about SL loneliness; I want to add a new category, waiting for a loved one to log.
I always have an afull lot of things to do in both lives, but there are times, waiting for Natsumi, that I can only port randomly without real interest and let the time pass, feeling sad and lost, even when there are friends at hand.
I think that helped that night…
I ported home and waited, but Nat didn’t log in time… Katrina and I expended hours talking through IM… I cuddled her while she was having an orgasm, what maked me feel caring and excited… she kept openly sharing how she had her felt… and it simply happened, I overcomed my cuddle problem and felt really, really aroused. We kissed passionately, I tasted her fingers… and Nat logged.
Now it comes a classical SL mess; I was at home talking through IM with Kat when Nat arrived, so I jumped, hugged and kissed her and tried to cut and paste what had happened, only to discover the chat buffer is really small and only could hold a small fraction of it. I had to write long phrases to explain her, and meanwhile my body burned even more and Kat told me she had to log for a while. I assaulted Natsumi… I kissed and started devouring her.
Of course, while I tried to concentrate in the woman I had in front of me the one at my IM took her time to log, so I started sharing with her what was happening and sharing with Natsumi her oppinions about it. Maybe you find it exciting, but I felt like a telephonist.
At the end we invited Kat to our house (of course the little nudist arrived naked :-p), and we chatted and cuddled for a while in a basket. She still had to go, but asked us about letting her avatar with us until she comed back. While she was away Nat and I continued what we had started, knowing she whould read it later, and join us.
She did, but I had stayed awake for 25 consecutive hours and had to go soon, leaving Nat in her welcoming arms. So, Katrina and I have unresolved matters… I asked her to wait until I finished this series, and I am not telling you what happens, but maybe she will do soon in her own blog; I don’t mind.
I could add some things… Katrina builds long, descriptive phrases when making love; her style is totally oposed to Natsumi and myself; we shoot short, naughty phrases to each other at high velocity until it becomes hard to type… something that can take hours to me. Kat seems incredible fast at cumming and able to recover shortly and start again… a feat I am unable to.
More? I find threesomes nice but complicated; they got messy unless you keep centered in a spot and are very carefull descripting when you move, and I like to fly over my lover’s body.
Even more? Of course there is more but, does it matter? I’ve explained all that I wanted to share, and more… We have a new lover, probably more than one, and she is an incredible woman. I can still feel the warmthness of the heart but it doesn’t affect me so much. I have more luck and love than I deserve.
***** Add-on alert: Meeting a blogger: afterthoughs ****