The last part of the series; what it happening at RL when I am making love at SL. Of course, destiny said Lillie had to publish a similar one and make mine look pale in comparison :-p. But at least, if this time somebody “accuses” me of boldness I will accept it; it has been hard for me to write this one.
SL sex can be… sigh, if you like it you know how it is, and if you are one of those who doesn’t understand it, I cannot explain without sounding pretentious. But I think that, if there is a problem, it is the doubt about what is happening at the other side; is he/she really enjoying it or simply bored, tiping quickly in the hope it ends soon?
I cannot give you an insight of what happens with your partners, but I can tell you how I feel, and what happens. The objective? Ok, a lot of sheer naughtiness, but also to help you share your own feelings, not here on the comments, but with your lovers; so they can “know” what it is happening and enjoy it. But be carefull and don’t lie, because there is nothing more difficult to recover than confidence, once lost.
Sigh, I am really circunvented, isn’t it? It is hard to start.
The first I want you to know is that I don’t feel easily the desire to make love. My SL libido usually needs two or three days of rest before I feel again that little itch that tells me it whould be good to kiss and hug and taste and be fucked, and I assure you my RL one is much, much slower. Of course there are a lot of exceptions, it gets reduced when I am deep at work or something bad happens, and raises sometimes, like when Nat is being naughty… because she is incredible good at naughtiness :-p
Sometimes a social cuddle escalates and end in sex. It took me a while to admit it, but I usually groan to myself something like “oh, no, here we go again :-p”. Yes, you can say I don’t have to do it, but it isn’t as if I don’t want to; I usually feel slightly horny in that moment, but lazy, so lazy. In fact, if I am really not in the mood I simply say it and we stop, usually while a lot of apologizes fly in both ways.
But if I feel a bit on the mood, and we keep going, after a while it gets under my skin… and there is always a description that evocates a vivid image on my mind, a intense emotion and, ping, my chest start to tickle and my breath changes and my fingers hurry by themselves at the keyboard.
In that moment, when I feel truly excited, I like to press hard my tights, and move my ass in the chair, grinding them a bit. If the typing isn’t too frenetic, I love to brush slightly my nipples over the fabric. Slowly, and some times not so slowly, building the pressure.
But when it builds, I want it now! Yes, I know all the talk about taking ages on the peak off passion, rising higher and higher; but I usually fell down the hill :-p
I will not deny that sometimes I enjoy frustration; that some days I think what is waiting for me on the night, and touch and tease myself until I am so horny I tremble when I sit on the chair… but when making love takes a pair of hours, I think it isn’t the time to make it even longer; at least, not usually :-p
As I said, something there are phrases that trigger a powerfull, high response image that says “oh god, we are doing it!”, and if I am high enough I know it is the moment to start typing one handed.
I love and hate one-handed typing :-p
I hate it because when that moment comes and I want to talk, to hug and kiss and cry and say how much I love somebody, my answer crawl and are full of typos… and I love it because for a short time, the frustration helps building and directing that pressure we was talking about; because, yes, it is rare that I enjoy that somebody delay or deny me my orgasm, but I love to delay it a bit by myself.
And then it comes.
My keyboard fell silent, both hands busy and maybe an odd “Im going t cmm” if it rise and rise and rise, but not always, because sometimes I come so hard that I feel my muscles tense, my back arc, my breath stopping until I notice it, and I can only think about what my lover is making to me; it is much, much harder than my usually RL life ones… probably because it goes right to my mind, I don’t know.
Of course it isn’t always the same, some times is “ahhh” or “mmm” with a little bit of lip bitting, and sometimes even a kind of “ooops”… nice, funny and a bit frustrating :-p.
Anyway, after it they come some seconds of silence, while you see things keep going on the screen and enjoy the text, but feeling as your body relaxes more and more and ask you for some rest. It is time to force your hands back and try to type (I swear I’ve cleaned that keyboard docens of times in the last months :-p), to share back the love you just felt.
Yes, this doesn’t always happen; a pair of times I “faked it” as a kind of closure, because it was more or less expected, but it leaved me a sour aftertaste; now I don’t do it anymore, if I am not able to end it I choose to say it and leave it be.
And yes, there are a lot of thing I’ve not told you, like how I love to wake up in the morning and smell my fingers and remember what happened in the night; but it is enough by now…
I hope this post maked you feel horny so, when the moment comes, you remember it and share your own privacity with your lover. I assure you that his/her feeling whould be more intense, since it comes from you…
And I…
I…
… I am so going to ravage Nat tonight *winks*.
Yesterday for the first time experienced Voice, with the ‘First Look Client’… Totally marvelled me out, wow…
First thing I uttered was: “sex must be faaaaantaaastic like this”.
I’ll be roaming tonite… :-)
‘One handed typing’ is over’
*laughs* I’ve to admit that that is one of the things that tempts me over voice, mainly when I am “almost there”, but there is no way I whould utter that kind of things and risk my husband noticing me from the bedroom :-p
Poetic and accurate.
Mmmmm…. After years of it, I’m actually less typo inclined one handed, but I type slightly slower one handed… So it’s a trade off… In fact people look at me odd as I’ll start typing one handed at times faster than they can with two… ;)
But I’m not looking forward to voice for sex… I’m just not very vocal during sex except for little moans, so no one would want to hear me… ;)
I just realized I own one of your products and I was about to buy another!
I have a tiny neko sweetie that looks very similar to a picture you posted to describe the “one knee: hug…
Thanks, Casius; is good to know my customers and that they like the blog (btw, overcaffeinated? *smiles*… welcome to the club of sleep troubled people).
It is good to know that it is possible to type right one-handed, I imagine I will have to practice more *grins*.
And I will not use voice, too… but… “little moans, so no one would want to hear me”… you are lying and all of us know it; people whould fall on their knees for little moans :-p
Hmm.. Casius: Are you talking about this picture? :
Or.. at least the “tiny neko sweetie” in it? ::Giggles.::
“I love and hate one-handed typing :-p”
LOL that is *so* true :)
And “I hope this post maked you feel horny”, uh well I wasn’t prepared for this as the first thing to do in office this morning but, hell, LOL, yes I feel slightly horny by now and I want to log on and… meet you?
*smiles*
Love this blog, anyway :)
Kat, probably he was… but now I wonder if you two had met before, since he said “I have a tiny neko sweetie” :-)
And Eidur, slightly horny is good enough :-) About a meeting, I really really have to find a way to meet not only you, but everybody else, and keep the contact; I exchanged some words with Encore three weeks ago and, after it, she is another one of the “log in, log out” messages of my screen. And I don’t want people to become that.
I don’t know, maybe disabling the friend list notifications so they don’t nag at me so much (yes, I know I wrote about it already, but I cannot force myself to do that); then building a hangout for friends and blog readers, so like-minded people can meet, and (god, how pretentious is going to sound this :-p) trying to appear there at fixed hours and days a week.
Sigh… I know most of us have the same problem, but I really need help with that; it is getting worse and worse :-p
*stiffens her wings in astonishment* uh oh this is explicit! And recognisable *giggles*
and lucky you… husband in the bedroom… I wish mine was more often *blush* as I’m usually stuck to 10 finger typing :( But believe me: even that can be surprisingly satisfactionary and I really can feel exhausted afterwards :)
@ Zippora: “even that can be surprisingly satisfactionary” You bet it can be! :) I guess I was lucky but durning my very first lesbian experience in SL (oh I still remember her tough she’s not on my list anymore… :(), she told me – “we are about to use the most powerful sexual organ on earth: our brain” – and she was so right! :)
@ London: I cannot force myself to disable login/off notification. And *it is* becoming a pain. I understand you :(
Zippora, i get the explicit remark, but recognisable? And of course it is satisfactory, or I whould never be on the mood to the one hand typing :-p.
Eidur, I have the same problem, but I cannot see another solution; is that or trimming the friend list, and I doubt I have the strength for it anymore.
I am still working around the hangout idea, but I think most of us have different favorite places, so it will be hard to casually meet at the same place.
The “favorite places” thing has become my solution: I work one night a week (usually Wednesdays, but Thursdays for the next 2 weeks) at The Diversionarium, sort of a pool hall for nerds :)
My job is to draw a crowd and entertain them, so I put word out to all my friends who are in world, inviting them to drop by, and my family is always there. It works out pretty nicely.
The only problem is, 6:30-9 PM SLT isn’t Euro-friendly, so I’ll need to work out something else… but it’s really seemed to be the only solution.
And, I’ve disabled voice on my land, and taken the voice volume slider to mute. I’m not interested, and I *don’t* want the noise pollution! And, I don’t get access to the wetware’s vocal cords myself, so, until there’s built-in voice synthesis, no sounds from *me*….
“Zippora, i get the explicit remark, but recognisable? ”
Maybe recognisable is not the word (I’m no native speaker, either ;) )… but your discription of your SL libido sounds quite familiar to me. It takes some time to come in the mood for me, but, indeed it depends on the company as well. Some of my friends really know how to tease me, and there I go again… *blush* :))
But there’s only one for me who gets it all :) (Don’t know if he’ll be reading this: I love you and I’ve missed you, S)
Hi! Well, we are going to make a lot of changes at Pandora’s Peace, I think I’ll add a post about it tomorrow… and since that will be my 67th post, you will have to wait two more to know how was my date with mr. good guy ;-p.
About the voice disabling measures, like the ones Soph took, I need to talk about it with Nat… I really feel voice will mess with the ambience of the park, but I don’t want to be too restrictive about it (says somebody who rarely switchs on her speakers .-p).
And yes, I got it now Zippora; I don’t know the right word for it, “sounds familiar” probably is the best way (wonders who is S?) :-)
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Thanks, “Wellness” :-).
I doubt you will get much interest from outside of second life users, but links are free and publicity welcomed, and you dont need to pay any kind of fee :-p
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